First trip away

I'm currently sitting at LAX airport after a hellacious trip thus far. I had a 7 am flight this morning. Due to super long lines I missed in. It's 4:40 pst now. I didn't imagine that being away from Cruz would be this hard. I keep watching videos. I FaceTime'd him earlier. Brian said he cried after we hung up. Although he's not going to remember me being away in the grand scheme of things I will. Dada is doing great. Last night he wrote out an SOP (standard operating procedure) of Cruz. He's been logging in it too. I'm very proud of him!